It seems like a long time since the massacare happend. Also a long time since I was shot in the leg. It still has a really sharp pain, my head is killing me. Nai-Nai made some more tea for me and some nice steamy rice. I really wanted to see Dad and Eddie. I kept thinking in head what had happend to them. A tear ran down my face as I thought they could be dead. I wanted to go back to the Beijing Hotel because maybe thier there. Or maybe atleast one of them is there. So we decided to leave . Xin-hua was gonna take me to embassy to see if my dad went there since it was to life threating to go to the hotel. They dyed my hair with shoe pollish to make me look chinese and they made me wear a hat and put on sunglasses. We got ready and went to sleep till the morrning. I really needed to find my dad.
